Farewell Mother

It has been a while since I post anything here. I was coping with my emotion and life after my mother was diagnosed with endometrial cancer early in September and passed away on 25th October 2014 at 3.10am.

I still feel the effect of it until this very day. There seems to be a void in my life after her departure and I know she is in a better place based on my dream I had moments before I received the phone call which confirms she was no longer with us.

 

I owe my mother everything as I am what I am today because of her. There are many lesson learned from this experience especially how to handle and treat a cancer. I had decide to honour her death by educating cancer patients on how to go about when diagnosed with cancer although I am pretty sure I will be ridiculed by the majority which still a firm believer of the conventional therapies.

Life goes on and I will always remember and love you. Until we meet again on the other side.

Full Moon

It is one of the day I been looking forward since I became a father, my son's full moon. After been deprieved of sleep for 30 days after his birth, it is time for celebration with close family members. He got his first hair cut yesterday morning and he is just so cute with his new hair style.

 

He looks so smart yesterday when we put on new clothes for him. For the record, I did not see my baby for a total of 10 days during his first 30 days due to work commitment and his physical appearance had changed so much every single week.

From now onward, I will only able to see my loved ones every fortnight. I just wish I could spent more time at my home town and see my son grow up.

  

I sure going to miss my son very much when I depart this evening.  He is currently 4.4kg now and let's see how much he will weight the next round I'm around.

My Newborn Son

Today is Father's day and it happened that I became a father myself a few days earlier (8th June 2012).

 

My life definitely had changed with his arrival. Thank God my baby boy came to this world safely with all the complications during his delivery. A new chapter of my life began and we are happy to receive a new life into our family.

 

My sleeping pattern also changed after he was born as he is a bit cranky during the night but sleep like a pig during daytime. I believe almost all new parents have similar experience with their newborn. It can be a nuisance but somehow it is a rewarding experience seeing your loved one sleeps so well during daytime.

 

I will not be able to see him growing up since I been posted away from my hometown. I will definitely miss him always. God willing, I hope we can be reunited someday and spent some quality time together.